What to do with an alterego?

Ya know, I’ve just come to the conclusion, that I can’t plan things to be this way or that way. I’ve learned something about myself: I simply can’t follow the rules of definate planning. For some reason it goes against every grain in my being. I have tried to be organized, and follow the “rules,” step by step, as I have laid them out. Nope. It didn’t work 15 years ago, and it’s not gonna work now. I throw it up to my free spirt, which does not and will not do things the conventional way. So, I’ve been going with it lately, just doing what my will commands me to do. It’s caused a couple of problems,  but nothing major. It’s actually felt good to give in, and allow my alterego ego to drive for a change. I’m like, “Whatever you want, do it. Whatever your little heart desires.”  Well, my alterego has done this:

created two blogs

created two forums, one is up and running

created an on line store, and has done a complete change of name and idea

created a whole new story idea, and is running with it.

What am I to do with her? She’s gone and lost her/my mind!!! LOL!

Actually, I’m going to be giving her more time out, as long as she doesn’t misbehave. I love her new idea for a manuscript, and thought, “What the hell. Maybe she can do a better job. I’m certaintly not getting nowhere!”  And here I am, in the thick of it all.  Where in the world she’s going with all of this is beyond me. I’m just going along for the ride!!

She wants changes to the blog too. I rolled my eyes, and told her “Whatever. Do whatever you will.” This ought to be interesting! Don’t blame me if you get a surpise.

Alteregos: what can you do with them? Go along fo the ride. 

 

 

 

~ by niarane on May 7, 2008.